small fly
there is a fly in my room n its making me restless + avoiding sleep because i'll be annoyed. absolutely bugged.
but ok.
small thought.
i really, REALLY, like making small hand coded websites. n like, making them cute n playful. Esp if there's archives or personal stories involved.
i don't always have all the words or images, and that takes a different kind of effort. but it would be cool if other people had words n images n thoughts n content, n if i could just build them a cute n playful thing.
mind mapped it, and.
i love love love handcoding sites. both the outcome and the process. so much.
also why!! social practice!! can be cool!!
room for multiple stories n thoughts, not just mine. The collective consciousness!!!
which is also why. i wanna know what happens when i ask myself what do i want to say vs building containers.
does this make sense?
building a container for collective/other is not the same as excavating your own thoughts n feelings n research n prayers. When I am not building a container, it takes a different kind of effort. It's kind of... spiritual, actually. The process n imagery is different. And, often the process can be a lot of effort. But the outcome makes it worth it.
tl;dr: i wanna make sites on webbies for other people (as long as i can make it fun, plz).